okay..now is already 1 35 am in the morning and it's very dark outside there..i juz reach home not long ago..midnight..yepx..'n i feel so tired 'n sleepy right now..hmm..can't sleep yet..waiting for my hair to dry..i am glad to be at home..tell u the story later ..tell you why i have this feeling..

today, i spent the whole afternoon to tidy up my room..it's such a mess..yepx..i have to tidy it soon if not i won't be able to study in my room..

supposed to have class outing in the morning at east coast today..but since most of the ppl are not available in the morning, so we changed the programme to afternoon..not going to east coast anymore..haha, my sec 4 class is so small, only have 21 ppl..some more, it's an international class..haha..what i mean is there are a lot of students from different countries in our class..yepx..so after o level, 5 of them have gone overseas to further their studies..if i am not wrong..those left in sg are only a few..plus not all of them are able to come for what supposed to be the class outing today..so today, there are only 8 ppl who turned up..me, zulia, huishi, ray,kai ngan, afzal, charles 'n salleh..

we are supposed to meet at 5 30pm at city hall, but i was late..yepx..cos it's raining heavily at my house here at that time 'n i need to wait very long for the bus..we then went to an indian buffet restaurant to eat...i dunno what's the name..it's somewhere near the funan it mall..never been there b4..at that place, we can eat all we want and pay any amount as we wish..sounds good?..haha..but there is some unhappiness juz now..but that doesn't really affect us..haha..okay, we chat 'n chat..so long never see each other already..we update each other on what's happening..

after dinner, we walk to merlion there..'n sit at the staircase somewhere near the merlion..we then talk about those things happening in secondary school, bring up my memories of my secondary school..some of those are funny..we talk a lot of other things as well..after sitting for a while, me 'n zulia took a stroll 'n chat..we stopped at one place, facing the sea, 'n chat heart to heart..so long didn't chat like this already..yepx..when we came back 'n gather with the rest, they all are telling ghost stories?..yeah..haha..i was curious, yet scared..haha..i was thinking..oh no..how am i gonna go home later..

we left there at 10 30pm..okay..then, i started to worry..how am i gonna go home from here..i seldom went there..so i don't really know there well..i know that there is a bus straight home..but i don't know where to take..so i juz follow the rest 'n take mrt..while zulia already left..cos she know where to take her bus..yeah..i took different route from the rest..they are taking the one going to jurong east..i am taking the one going to boon lay..yepx..by the time i reach bukit batok, it's already ard 11+..then i rush to the interchange to see whether there is bus to go home..when i reach there, i quickly check the board 'n see what is the last bus..well, it wrote 23 30..'n i checked my watch..it's 23 20..i dunno whether the last bus has left or not..so i check my surrounding.. i found that there is nobody waiting at the 173 stand..'n there is a bus that seems to be staying there till the next day..oh no, i thought..i have missed the last bus..i am gonna take cab home..i walked to the taxi stand behind westmall..ohh..it's so dark down there 'n the taxi stand is empty..there is hardly cab spotted also there..again, oh no..what should i do..i walked to the bus stop outside there..at the main road..i was hoping for something to come so that i can go home..i wanna go home..i tell myself..after i waited there for sometime, i decided to flag any cab that drove pass..but b4 there is any cab passing, i saw a bus turning out from the interchange..here's my last hope i told myself..i was praying that it's 173..'n phew it is..

okay..i am having the whole bus to myself..to those who have been to my house b4, you know that i need to walk a long distance from bus stop b4 i can reach home..yeah..somemore it's very dark..'n i was alone..then i am reminded of those ghost stories they told..'n my imagination started run wild..when i took the lift, i thought..what if i saw a lot of ppl inside there..or what if....i don't dare to think anymore..haha..i am only scaring myself..i am glad to be at home now..reach home at 12 am..yepx..midnight..i seldom reach home late..cos i don't like going out late..it's not that safe also..yeah..i know that..along the way..i am thinking..if only there is someone who can protect me home safely..that will be good..haha..dreams don't always come true anyway..