when i reached home today, my sis told me that Pope john paul II has passed away..i am so shocked to hear that..yeah.i felt very sad for that..he was such a noble person in my eyes..i think the world will also feel sad that they have lost such a respectable person..anyway..wish that pope will rest in peace..let's all pray for him..

ok..today is a mixture of happiness, unhappiness 'n disappointment...to start of, i should talk abt
the happiness first..well, i am having my yoga 'n kickboxing lesson today with zulia 'n zelda at amore fitness centre, tpy..haha..so happy sia..have long waited for this..after a long break since coomon test..finally get to do some fitness activity again..yeah, those yoga postures are so advanced that some part me 'n zulia can't follow..well, but the instuctor is very nice..i like her method of teaching..then after one hour break, we continue with the kickboxing lesson..the lesson is quite popular..lots of female joining that lesson..'n it's fun..we got to work out 'n sweat..tt's my purpose..i am expecting a muscle ache though..cos really haven't do any fitness since march holiday..

well, now about the unhappiness..well, i am confused about the time to meet this morning..i thought i still have a lot of time to travel from home to tpy,'n so i am taking my own sweet time to prepare.. later on realise that i don't have enough time to reach on time..then i decide to take cab there..well, reach at 10 am at tpy interchange 'n it cost me $11 for the cab fare..at least i make an effort to reach there on time rite..i reach there on time only to realise that zulia 'n zelda haven reach yet..they even told me that they will be very late..well, i have already remind them about the lesson today..yah...i waited for zulia for exactly 45 minutes 'n the yoga lesson ahs already started for 15 min..zelda reach only after the yoga lesson is about to end..well..was quite unhappy about that but they have their reason..anything..i only feel that i have wasted my money for the cab..if only i know things will be like this, i should take bus instead of cab.. yah..i am quite an impatient person..'n so i don't really like to wait..to wait for anything..but..we have to wait for everything right in our life..to wait for the bus, to wait for our food, to wait.......

well..was very happy to see them anyway..we are very busy with our school work these days that the no. of times we can meet is getting lesser 'n lesser..hmm..was discussing with them juz now to catch a movie 'n go k box one day..haha..

early jan this yr, when i came back to s'pore from jakarta, i bought some food 'n things for my friends..tt's for sure..everytime i went back i sure will buy some things for them..well, zulia 'n zelda had their share too of course..hmm..but earlier this yr, i don't get to meet zulia cos she was busy..so i asked zelda to help me pass zulia's share to her..who knows that today she told me that she haven give to zulia till now..'n that the food has gone bad..so she only pass to zulia the things that i get for her sis from indo today..in front of me..yeah..of course i was very very unhappy for that..well, when somebody asked you to do something 'n you didn't do it..it's obvious that you didn't took that task into your heart..'n it's not that u didn't get to see her for a very long time..we did meet out a few times b4..but still u forgot all abt it..yeah..i know u said that u r a blur person..but when somebody offer you a task to do, 'n u accept it in the first place..u should do ur bez to complete it right..dun u think that u have a burden if u din complete a task somebody asked u to do? well, i do...if somebody ask me to do something 'n i din complete it, i will feel the burden..okay..shouldn't say anymore..anyway it's over..i dun meant to say anything bad abt u or scold u or anything..i am juz stating my point of view..well, friends are meant to be franked towards each other rite..i hope you won't be too offended by what i have juz said..

well, i feel that i am such a useless sister..well, even my younger sis dare to raise her voice at me..hmm..am i not worth any respect to her?i don't know.. sisters do sometimes have conflict 'n argument..but it will be alright after sometimes..yeah..when at some good moment, my sis 'n i will be super super damn good one..haha..so don't worry..