i feel like a loser today..what a big dissapointment i have ever experienced..what happen to me today..
haiz..juz reach home...feel so damn bad 'n guilty right now...today is school sports day lar..'n i was running 4x 400...hmm..run quite okay at 1st..but till the end i really can't make it...feel that i have let the other runners down...they all ran so well..'n i juz couldn't make it..although i have already put in all my efforts 'n up to my limit...really sorry to rebecca, hui wen 'n jasmine...they could have won a medal without me...it's okay if i didn't win but it's a group things you know...i really feel that i have let them down..really really sorry..sorry to those supporters also..they shout 'n scream..they pin down all their hopes on me..as i was the last runner..but i guess i have destroy their hopes...i guess now the whole school know that i am a lousy runner...hmm..anyway, i have already did my very bez..don't doubt it..think quite a lot on my way home juz now..i guess i juz have to admit that i am not up to it..anyway..it was fun running ith my team..though they might not think so.....lucky there is another curie team in the competition which won a medal..at least didn't let the house down..