today is mother's day..hmm..supposed to be happy ocassion de mah..actually wanna celebrate it happily de..but then..dunno what happen last nite..there's some unhappiness in the house..till this morning i can still feel the tension..haiz..i also dunno what happen actually..what's the actual reason...suddenly everyone like so weird..my mum ..i think she angry..dun wanna talk to us..then my sis blame me for no reason..then..haiz..yupx..was really very sad last night..i feel that i am juz so weak..i can't do anything..what did i do wrongly..they should at least gimme a reason..but it's like that..life is never fair..right?? hmm..was doing some self reflection yest....haha..but anyway i am better today..juz tt dun feel like doing anything now..was raining from morning till now..