hmm..it's been a while since i last update my blog..suddenly feel like updating my life again,after so long..a level results will be released soon..most probably is nxt wk..'n i have been worried for it since last wk..keep thinking about it 'n even dreaming abt it..sian..i know that i can't change anything now..but the feeling is juz there..i have done my best though..but i still feel that it's not enough..compared to others..haiz..

anyway..today is the 1st time my sister 'n I stay together in the house during the day , after my parents went back to indo..cos usually during the day..either of us will surely go out 'n the other stay at home..or even both go out separate ways..yeah..so only meet at night lor..hmm..these few days there are lots of housework to do..do the laundry, iron the clothes, wash the dishes, mop the floor, tidy up the house,cook the rice..it's like a routine for me to do..my sis did help sometimes..2 of us have to help each other definitely..but since we have grown up, we won't be quarelling about the duty task to do like last time..haha..used to quarrel like..'hey, u do lesser den me', 'why u nv do this, nv do that'...lol..

sometimes feel damn sian when she went out 'n leave me alone at home..maybe she oso feel the same when i am nt at home..i dunno...haiz..if only the whole family can stay together..btw..i am giving tuition now..yest was my 1st day..yeah..jo passed her tuition job to me cos she cant cope wif 2 jobs at the same time..the place is quite far from my house..but i dun mind lar..at least i got income..lol..'n my experience teaching in student care did helped..at least i noe how to handle wif kids now..but my tuition kid is a pri 1 boy..omg..he is very active, keep moving,..'n it's hard to keep him concentrate..his parents are very concerned wif his spelling test which is conducted every thursday..i teach hime wif lots patience..trying to tell him the easiest way to rem how to spell the words..but..he keeps forgetting..ohh..what should i do..such a heavy responsibility..but i dun care..since i have taken this job, i muz make sure he will get full mark one day..tt's my aim..i think i can do tt..lol..
but one thing i cant stand is...the family smoke..i dun like ppl who smoke sia..i still can smell the smoke on my shirt when i went home yest..sian..

hmm..suddenly feel like baking cookies..lol..think gg to buy the ingredients later...haha..yepx..tt's all for it now..will try to keep updating this blog...
For those who wanna try, this is the link

chocolate chip cookies recipe