argh..i hate waiting...but sometimes, there are things tt nd us to wait to get to know abt the results...dun like it..make me can't make solid decision right now..yeah..make me 'floating' now..but there is gd thing abt it, too..at least i am given some time to think ... if only i can see the future..lol..

hmm..has been thinking quite a lot since yesterday..abt my decision..will see more abt it this sat..if only i know abt this thing after my o lvl..den i dun have to 'waste' my 2 yrs ..i mean..i will save more times..den maybe can join the workforce earlier..haha..dun wanna depend on others...dun wanna be anybody's burden in the future... i wanna 'repay' my parents..cos they have been woking so hard for us these yrs..i wanna them to enjoy life earlier=) ..hmm..miss my parents suddenly..if only the whole family can stay together happily always..

no wonder lots advertisement ask ppl to plan for child eduation early...yeah..now den i noe tt education nd lots money..hope the money my parents invest on me will worth it..

it's okie to fall down..as long as we noe how to stand up from where we fall down...although more or less there will be some loss because of tt fall..whether it is slight loss or some serious damage..
i am learning to accept the fact =)...it's nt the end of the world though..