Posted on Sunday, March 05, 2006, at 8:02 PM
gd news for me..
was very excited to find tt i am having baby teeth..haha..make me feel as if i was a child again..yeah..it was nt very obvious few days ago..so i am nt very sure abt it..but today..i can feel the teeth..2 new teeth growing..1 at upper left 'n the other one at bottom right side..haha..so happie sia..dunno i happie for wat oso..lol..juz excited abt it lar..it's been so long since i have new teeth growing..

rest for the whole day today..'n juz now jo 'n i keep discussing abt the event on tue nite..lol..i searched for veggie restaurant throught the net..but the lists are juz too long..so i asked her to online oso..n help me keep a lookout..yeah..so both of us keep discussing abt it..'n finally came to a conclusion lar..

after i woke up this morning, i straight away tidy up the house..every corner..cos it has been very messy since i was nt at home for the prev days ..so no time to clean the house...really lots things to be tidied up..

tmr morning i'll be having piano lesson again..haiz..nd to practise for the coming exam liao..n i haven really master all e 3 pieces yet..'n the scales too..oh my...at nite still nd to give tuition..

hmm..lots things to say abt tuition..frankly speaking, this tuition job gives me lots of pressure, since i dun really want to teach in e 1st place..'n now the kid's mum say tt his child has no improvement in his spelling test..juz as wat i have said previously..the parents are very concerned wif the spelling test..haiz..wat should i do..i put in lots effort to teach liao but the boy juz keep forgetting on how to spell...so how????anybody can gimme any gd suggestions?

everytime i nd to give tuition..i'll surely nd to waste lots times..most times wasted on travelling..since it's so far from my house..so basically everytime i teach..i need to waste ard 4 hrs outside there..sianz..i am human..i'll feel tired too..some more i'm paying adult fare liao..so minus all the transport fee, i'll only earn ard $5+ everytime i go there...haiz....waste lots times 'n energy juz to be paid for such a small amt..'n nd to face all e dissatisfication from e parents...it really pressurised me..although the grandparents treat me nt bad, it makes me even more guilty..seems like it's my fault tt the boy cant get gd results for his spelling test huh????

oh yeah..suddenly have the urge to go travelling..'n since my sis is now on holiday, i wanna ask her to acc me go..haha..maybe go for travel package..tour..so everything settled liao..'n since i am so 'big' liao..i wanna try travelling by myself..'n since it has always been my dream to travel.. i wanna conquer the whole world..haha..=P..
but dunno yet lar..still nd to consider lots factors..will update abt it again..haven even consult my parents too..

i think i mei3 lian3 to face my parents, my relatives 'n everybody because of my results..to me..study is nt only for myself u see...i nd to answer to everybody...yeah..i have been doing my parents proud since young i should say..only this time round...tt's y it's quite a big hit ( da3 ji2) for me..i dunno wat happen to me during my stay in jc seriously..i really dunno wat went wrong..have i choose the wrong path in e 1st place??

if only i can juz disappear from here..anyway..life still nds to go on..