haha..was talking to my pri sch fren from indo on msn now...i said tt i'll go 'n find her if i gg back indo..since we so long nv see each other liao..we all changed liao wor..no longer the little girl at tt time..lol..den she still remembers me as ..*here are her descriptions abt me when i was in pri*

KuYa (^o^) says:seingt g dlu lo tuh berkcamata
( i wear specs)

KuYa (^o^) says:galak
(fierce)

KuYa (^o^) says:n ska marahin anak2 yg cowo buat masuk klas
(always scold the boys in class..lol..)

KuYa (^o^) says:n nulis catetan di papan tulis
(write notes on board)
cos i was a class secretary when in pri..so the teacher always ask me to write notes on blackboard...nt whiteboard..

haha..really missed all my pri sch fren...missed those times playing 'n studying together..some of them has gone overseas to study too..so i think it will be hard to gather everybody again..

i think ppl do change lar..like me..i think i have changed, too..my thinking, mindset, appearance..yeah..when i was younger, i always admire those adults...but now, i feel like gg back to my childhood again..no nd to worry abt anything..there is gd 'n bad side of tt though...

i feel like gg back indo..i wanna change environment for a while.. take it as a holiday or a break for me..den gimme time to meet wif those old frenz too...yeah..but i got lots things to do here in sg..i can't seem to simply leave like tt..i nd to settle all those stuffs first..seems like i already treat here as my home..

i miss my dog..haha..i wanna go back 'n play wif it..it's a german shepherd named kimy..lol..i miss it..i think it should be very big now..tt time when i last went back..it is only ard 8 mths old..still a baby..

overall..i miss my childhood..yeah..although i have more freedom now, as a young adult...but it can't be compared as those encounters i faced when i was younger...playing happily every evening outside my house, drawing house structure, treat it as real house 'n play wif small toy ppl..hmm..wat else..playing water gun 'war' wif my sis..haha..act as cashier selling things, play wif the cooking toys..'n a lot more..i think i cant do tt now..

but another thing..if i go back there..i'll have lesser freedom..cos i cant juz go out there ..like we did here in sg..cos it's nt safe ..'n u nd transport to go out..i mean ur own car..frankly speaking, i have never really took the public transport there lar..cos..dunno how to say..hmm..anw..will think abt it again later..