hmm..it's now gg 6 30pm..later will be gg to give tuition from 8 30- 9 30pm..very late hor..very hungry now..cos haven't eat anything since morning...yepx..poor me..was slping juz now from 2 to 5 pm..cos really very tired from lacking of slping time these few days..argh...one more wk to go 'n it's the end of march liao..so fast..'n i haven't finish settling all my stuffs...i guess i have nt enough self discipline.. haiz..feel a bit dizzy right now..dunno y..juz dun feel gd..

i am thinking..maybe i'll be taking a different route from the rest in the future..yeah..but b4 tt happens, i juz wanna prove something..prove that i've got some capability..nt tt useless..hmm..abt prove wat lehz..i dun wanna say out 1st..after the result is out den i say =P lol..

maybe u dun understand what i am talking now...but it's okie..i am still thinkng abt tt, too..after everything is decided den i'll say it out..

hmm..i haven't consult my parents, too..dunno whether they'll approve anot..but b4 tt, i nd to check out whether my decision is correct..yeah..muz make sure everything is juz like i expected..'n make sure tt it's really the path i wanna go..i am still a bit unsure abt it.. i dun wanna make a decision that will make me regret later..so muz think very carefully..some more it's abt my future...it's a big stake.. 'n it involves a big 'investment'..so i better make sure that this 'investment' is worth it..

argh..if i have make tt decison, i dun bear to leave everything that i have now..this life that i lead now..my friends...everything...yeah..u noe lar..i am sentimental..

hmm..but dun worrie..i might cancel the idea..who knows...i am still in the process of thinking 'n consulting now..so everything is nt fixed yet..

i wanna make gd use of the time that i have now...but there are things that can't be rushed lar hor..some things till nd us to wait..

anw..type till here 1st..will update abt my progress again..finally i found something that might catch a bit of my interests..haha..

ps: dun ask me wat izzit abt 1st..cos i am still considering..once i think it's the time to say out, i'll tell everyone..k..promise =) shh..secret..haven tell anybody yet..lol..

my parents now still in indo..hard to consult 'n discuss wif them lehz..i wanna know what they think abt it..