Posted on Wednesday, March 29, 2006, at 12:25 PM
hmm..should i choose something that i dun really like, but will have much better future? or should i choose something that i might like, but maybe will have a tougher time?argh..i never ever imagine that i'll end up in this kind of situation now..cos since young, i only know how to keep moving forward..moving in a straight road...i was always thinking, as long as i took the usual path, there won't be anything wrong wif it..but now, i know that sometimes we can make a turn, to find something that u might like, rather than keep moving in a straight road..
argh...i should see more to it first..i am really anxious abt the ans..waiting for one day is juz like waiting for another yr to come...
hmm..lots of things to be consider..sometimes i think.."yes, i should do it this way"..but after a while i might think the other way, as some idea will juz suddenly popped out..'n i will think.."no, i can't do it that way..because....."
too bad, i can only make one choices out of 2..hmm..will think abt it again..maybe things will become more easier when all of the ans are out...but the one i am scared of is...i have to make decision b4 the 2nd ans is out..
hmm..maybe, i wun regret it after getting to know that the 2nd ans is wat i've expected..
hope my future will be bright for me..really looking fwd to it...although it might be something different from what i've always thought of 'n planned since young..
anybody know any ppl that can give direction in life?? maybe i can have some advices..lol..
