hmm..juz now received sms and call from my parents..they say they are nt trying to forbidding me to go there..they are juz worried that i wun be able to get use to the climate there..cos it's very cold there..especially during the winter..hmm..i noe lar..i think i am going to go there to see the condition first..yeah..maybe nd to book tix, fly there..den consider again..i'll try to settle it soon..

anw..on my way home juz now, i am oso thinking abt wat zulia say to me..she said that she got 2 views abt this issue...1stly, she wanna let me go there so that i can pursue my dreams..but 2ndly, she dun wanna let me go there cos she scared later we become nt close liao after 4 yrs...i oso worried lar...argh..so many things to be consider 'n worried abt..

again..she asked me..if i am accepted in the uni here, will i still be gg there?? my ans is yes..i wanna go there no matter wat..cos this is nt the issue whether i'll be accepted in the local uni anot..this is abt my dream..the life that i wanna lead, abt my future..

i was thinking..luckily i am still single sia..or else i still nd to worry abt my other half...now i can't even bear to separate wif my friends...