it's 1 30 am now...'n y am i still here?? when tmr i nd to wake up very early for my jap class..

okie..i was already on the bed lar..prepare to slp..cos i am really very tired recently..but den again...i can't slp..few days liao..can't slp at nite..cos i keep thinking abt tt place i am gg...thinking abt the course..thinking abt which school i should go..thinking abt wat kind of life i am gg to lead there...thinking tt i'll miss this place very much..miss all my friends..'n everything...

yeah..i'll definitely miss my frenz..especially those of u who are close to me..u noe yourself..yeah..i'll be sad cos all my friends have a place in my heart..a place that i'll never forget forever..

will there be any difference when i come back ?? will all of u ever forget me? will our friendship be different as time goes?? i hope nt...i hope when i come back, we'll still be the same..chatting all our hearts out, gosipping, go shopping, watch movie together...will tt ever happen?? hope so..let's work it out...treat this as a test to our friendship ba...so nt only relationship nd test...friendship nd it as well..

i am gonna miss lots of things for sure..but this time round, i am quite determined tt i wanna go there no matter wat..hmm..this is the 1st time that i make such a major decision ba..even my parents, i oso told them abt it few days ago..after i am quite sure abt my choice..yeah..luckily they approve it after asking ard, gg for the edu fair..

actually i think tt this decision is really very sudden...my neighbour say tt it's quite an impulsive decision..yeah..i think so too..but i know that i wun regret it for sure..cos i like the place, the school, the course, everything...

i made a promise to myself that i wanna return wif glory..i want to be successful by e end of the day..yeah..despite the failure i faced in jc..i wanna a new life....yepx..maybe can go other countries to work after i graduate..there are some nice places that are popular among tourists that i oso wanna go..so maybe i can stay there 'n work..tt should be gd..places like dubai, milan, where else...lots 'n lots..haha..

i have to come back wif success no matter wat..cos this is quite a huge 'investment' ..yepx..so better use it carefully...dun wanna waste any cents from it..

i think i am mad..i should be slping now..or else tmr i cant wake up...really weird..i am usually excited over my jap lesson..but these few days..i think my mind is occupied with lots of things..tt's y, last min den do the hw..lol..

may god bless me in everything i do..'n wish that everything will go smoothly for me..from the starting till the end..may u stay wif me always..

go slp liao..my brain is gonna explode liao..think i should take slping pill sia..or else cant slp well..lol..j/k..