juz came back from amore nt long ago..yeah..went for the hi/lo aerobic class today..after tt zulia 'n i ate in kfc..we chatted a lot..quite touched to hear that i still hold an impt position in her heart haha..she is also positioned in a impt place in my heart =P...den again she is cute..asking who is closer to me now? ms or her?..lol...what i nd to say here is..both of u are my gd 'n close frenz =)..i am really glad to get to know 2 of u 'n also all my other frenz that i get to know here in spore..at least didn't make me regret of my stay here ...

btw..i think if everything is possible, if lar...i think there is a slightly high possibility that i'll leave here ...yeah..have been thinking a lot abt it..make me sad only these few days..thinking of those days i spent here..

but again..everything is nt decided yet..i am still thinking abt it..argh..juz praying hard that sat will come very soon..den i can get the ans that i want to know..

who ask me to be so sentimental....i think i'll cry if i really leave this place one day..hmm..btw..i really still have lots things to be considered..

whether i should juz go to uni..take a major 'n a minor, juz lead a normal uni student life with lots fun activities, getting to know new friends..which is a life that i always looking forward to since i was young..

but now..there is another choice..or should i juz go to something more specialized..i am nt sure what kind of life i'll be leading nxt time..


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haha...juz make a phone call ot my mum after i received her sms...very happie lar...haha..heard that the school is nt bad..nt sure whether it's prominent..but one thing for sure..its certificate is recognised..even my aunt noe tt..tt means...should be nt bad lar hor..damn excited..hope everything went smoothly..

will ask more abt it this sat..like there is high probability to go there if nth goes wrong..hmm..but one thing my aunt say is...the place is far 'n the cost is quite high..i noe tt lar..i've checked everything liao..but of course nt as high as uk, usa or canada ba....

i've to learn to grow up mah..'n the place has a very beautiful scenery, too...=P

now tt we have grown up..everybody went different ways liao..lots of my friends continue their studies overseas, like uk, usa, canada, australia.. but nobody i noe study in the place tt i wanna go..

'n now even my cousin gg to china this yr..hmm..although my mum prefers me to stay here in sg..'n i am oso sure tt uni here will have place for me..but ..maybe i should really find sth tt i really have interests in..maybe it is nt as gd as other courses...but i believe that there is future in it, too =) ..really looking fwd..

seems like it is very sudden..i oso find it very sudden...this is the first time , i make quite a major decision by myself, make research abt it by myself, 'n settle appointment for it by myself, too..yeah..hope..nth goes wrong..