'will i ever find that smile on my face again?

'will i ever be able to stand up again?

'will i be able to predict what is the future like to me? maybe yes.maybe not


what you give is what u'll get .how much u give is how much u'll get back.

so it is time for reflection..

*did i put in enough effort?

apparently yes, but think it in a deeper way.....no.i should say

*so what did i do during my stay in tt school?

studying? 'n..others?

*did i concentrate on my study?

seems to be yes..but ..not most of the time..

*is this the 1st time i face such a set-back in my whole education life so far?

yes..trust me..

*are all the answers above come from the bottom of my heart?

yes.totally

*so what should i do next?

should i say i am nt sure abt it, too..maybe it's nt as serious as what i have thought..maybe it's far too fatal..i really don't know.

so..

guide me
show me the direction
let me think of the path i should go
juz this time round
'n it will affect my whole life


i'll have to find my way out from all these
or else...
i'll never see that smile on my face again..
never ever again..

i've fallen far too deeply this time round 'n it hurts me so much
this scar will never leave me.never leave my memory
it will always stay there throughout my life
i am trully fully affected by it.
don't judge my appearance of being strong
cos
i am nt strong at all.

i wanna start my new life from this moment onwards.
i am sure i won't be defeated so easily.
can i do it?

time will prove