3rd entry in a day..i am bored at home.. tt's y keep blogging today..haha..dun mind me..i am thinking lar..this yr i might spend my bday there..no fren to celebrate with me..new fren maybe..but they wun noe when is my bday oso....so sad rite..haha..anw nvm lar..long time i nv really celebrate my bday oso..cos everytime it falls during exam period..either prelim or promo...i am oso thinking ..my 21st bday might be spend there, too..hmm..although previously i've planned abt my 21st bday party..but now i think there wun be any party for me for the nxt 3 yrs liao..yepx..

maybe no bday celebration for a girl is a gd thing, too..so tt it wun remind me of my age..lol..yeah..i am getting old..really lor...how i wish time can stay..'n i'll be forever a teenager..haha..

i am getting mad..anw my school starts on 3 sept..yepx..hmm..looking fwd..haha..this time, i go there to study...for myself 'n for my parents...dun wanna let them disappointed with me one more time...i am willing to sacrifice anything this time round..yeah..i am quite determined this time..cos after all, it's my decision..i wun let anybody regret with it... yeah..no matter how hard the life there will be..or how tough everything will turn out, i'll try to persevere..i 'll try to be strong..i won't ever give up..i belive everything will have its solution..juz see how fast u'll be able to think abt it..yeah.. i'll think abt my parents 'n my future if i'll ever meet any difficulties there...i think tt will motivate me to move on..praying that everything will be smooth...

hmm....afer i go there, tt means, i'll have lesser time to spend wif my family lehz..cos i might only be back once a yr..i'll miss them sia...think i buy a webcam..den can see each other through it..haha..yeah..cos i cant make an outgoing call from there, but can receive incoming call..i mean in the room lar..hmm..dunno whether can buy a hp. no or line there..den might be easier to communicate..