actually i am getting lazier 'n lazier to blog..but i make the effort to type out things that happen to me so tt i can update my fren of my current life..'n for my own future references, too..

yeah..this morning, when i stepped into xavier's house...i was shocked ..haha..nt tt terrible..cos i saw his mum, aunt 'n grandma in the living room..den his mum asked whether i am really gg back indo or juz trying to find excuse nt to teach xavier..den i say .." i am really gg back" den she asked me how long..i said i oso dunno..den she start telling me tt xavier is getting used to me liao..so better dun keep changing, cos scare later he can't adapt..den she oso say tt i teach nt bad..cos xavier got 3 consecutives full mark for his spelling..yeah..den she said she will find a temporary teacher or maybe i can recommend my fren..yeah..she asked me to continue teaching xavier when i come back...the prob is...it's nt tt i dun wanna teach him..i like to teach him very much..but i am gg to swiss soon...how am i supposed to tell this to them...yeah lor..i oso quite she bu de ..but wat can i do?? i dunno how to solve this prob right now..any suggestion???i think i am helpless..

btw, i am reading the book that i bought yest..it's really a gd book..it really makes me thought a lot..'n makes me wanna make changes in myself...If everybody read this book, 'n apply it to the real world, I guess this world will be a much nicer place..I bring this bk everywhere now, juz like another bible to me..reading it when waiting for bus, when i am on mrt..yeah.. i even use red pen to underline the points that i think is meaningful to me..it has been so long that i read a book..i dun have much patience reading novel..i rather watch the movie it is made into...but this is nt a novel...this is a self improvement bk..it is abt dealing with people..controlling your emotion..different way of solving problems give different results..i think i can slightly think from the other side of problems now..i didn't regret spending money on this bk at all..i love it =P

let me quote one phrase from this bk :
" Any fool can criticize, condemn and complain--and most fools do. But it takes character and self-control to be understanding and forgiving." By Dale Carnegie