i think my parents are the greatest in the world..really...i really think tt i shouldnt be so selfish..i should think for them...i am really touched by their words 'n actions..really...see lar..make me cry again when thinking of this...

i am gg to take care of them for the rest of my life..seriously..this is my promise..i'll be struck by thunder if i didn't fulfill my promise..

they are really so gd to me..make me damn guilty..really guilty..i dunno wat to say..wat to do..haiz..i guess i really nd time..

i might cancel my decision..really.. for them...i dun mind...cos i trust them..gimme time..i'll think abt it again..