juz back home..damn tired..

okie..this morning..woke up damn early again to give tuition...after tt meet ms at orchard there...ate in mos burger at taka..den she acc me to go to my appt..see tt representative from tt school....i am quite happie wif everything...the representative praise tt i am very informative sia..yeah..cos i noe everything..like..he ask wat is popular there..den the language spoken..'n abt dubai too..bo pian..i have to noe everything i like mah...lol..

anw..after tt, suddenly we have the urge to go singing..for me at least..yeah..den went taka to buy ice cream first..dunno y..suddenly like to eat ice cream..yup..den at 1st we planning to go party world..cos it's ard 3 liao at tt time..go kbox wun be very worth it lar..on the way at orchard road, while eating ice cream 'n walking..a guy stop us..ask us to give donation den we'll get a bear keychain in return lar..at first i dun give a damn at it..but who knows...ms 'bought' 2 bears from him..at $5 each..yeah...i wanna pay her the money...but she say it is a gift from her..haha..okie lor..these bears only 2 of us have it hor..take it as our friendship token ba..thx hor =) ..i'll keep it well..u oso muz keep it well okie..promise =P

hmm..found tt party world is more ex den kbox..so decided to kbox..den we rushed to kbox at paradiz centre lor..2 mad girl..running along orchard road..juz to go singing so tt we have more time...lol..i think i am addicted to singing liao lar..tts y today die die oso want to sing..lol.

i am a big eater..i finished the 2 bowls of tidbits all by myself..lol..anw after tt i am very tired..so decided to da bao dinner home for my sis 'n i..ms oso da bao..den we took 171 together..damn tired now..

oh yeah..i am gg to call my mum later..tell her abt the information of the school..anw..i am scared tt i can't go liao..cos the cost is like damn high lar..den heard from my sis tt my parents are gg to 'sacrifice' sth..which is nt very convenient for me to say wat.. haiz..feel very very bad 'n guilty abt it..

anw..i am wondering whether i should really go there..but seriously speaking..i am really attracted to the course liao..the school 'n the country..i feel like gg there no matter wat..okie..i muz get i want no matter wat..moreover it affects my future...but den to think abt it again..i feel damn guilty..to cause my parents to be troubled by my decision..really..i am very very confused now...i feel like i am nt a filial daughter sia...haiz...

wat should i do??? i really think a lot for this whole wk..i am really in a big dilemma...i really feel damn stressful these few days..tts y yest broke down without reason..i feel so stupid to think abt it again now..i am really really physically n mentally tired..i wanna take a break..but i cant seem to be able to do tt..

this morning when i am gg out for tuition..saw my face on the mirror..wat a nightmare to me..feel that i am older by dunno how many yrs liao..a damn shagged face..really..i cant even recognise myself..haiz..