juz chatted wif my mum on phone..she has talked wif a fren's son who has juz graduated from there...'n hmm..of cos he told my mum all abt the real life there lar...which some maybe the agency wun tell u..

argh...i doubt abt my decision again because of tt..cos u noe wat..my mum said tt it is an old 'n ancient country..although the scenery is very nice...yeah..'n hor...the life there is nt as easy as i thought lar..cos it is nt like spore..got shopping centre 'n lots of places for youngster to hang ard..at there lehz..most of them are shops..den hor..most of the time u'll be stucked in the room,..either because the weather is too cold outside ..or there is no places for u to go party there, nt like here lar..it's really ..argh....i dunno how i am gg through my 3 yrs life there..but my mum said..since i have decided to go there, i have to persevere...jian chi ...got the degree come back can liao...i am nt sure whether i still wanna study till master...see how 1st..dun want to see tt far yet..

now tt i noe the life there might nt be easy..i scare i cant pull through sia..really...haiz..but i guess if i am really interested in it..i really should jian chi no matter how hard it will be..yeah..3 yrs..juz 3 yrs...hope everything will be alright..

lots 'n lots of things to think 'n settle ..really..hope i can get a gd room..now worried tt i might stay outside campus if i applied late..yeah..'n it's nt a gd thing to stay outside campus of cos..where u still nd to travel..wat if it's winter..

talking abt winter arh...heard tt it will be very very cold in october there..argh..so many things to noe abt there....i hope i can really adapt the life there fast sia..or else arh..everything will be hard for me liao..3 yrs.. 3 yrs..cant think abt it now..