woke up quite late today...really damn rare that i can sleep tt well..now my mind is very clear..yeah..made a phone call to my parents..cos they have called twice in the morning ..but i nv picked up cos i still slping..my sis have gone out since the morning..go escape wif tt boy lor..so now..i am alone at home..'n i nd to clear all the mess at home..

hmm..talked quite long wif my parents juz now..hmm..they are always that gd lar..i think i am the bad one..yeah..i think i am really bad..dunno y..feel damn guilty abt yesterday..it's sunshine after rain now...but i am still thinking..whether i should proceed wif it..argh..dun wish to think tt much for now..juz continue wif my old life first for now..i still have time to consider..

actually i am now starting to worry abt the climate there..especially during winter..wat if i can't take it? hmm..lots things to be considered again..

i am tired..juz wanna have a gd rest today..juz do things tt i should do for now..'n leave everything for another day to think..yepx..