i guess it has been quite sometime since i last blogged..my com has broken down for the past few wks..it has been invaded by virus apparently..causing some of my files in the com to be lost, too...'n now everything is alright because my father has fixed them..yeah..those pictures 'n songs in my file can be retrieved back but they are all jumbled up..so i've to reorganise everything again..

hmm..lots of things has happened for the past few wks but i dun think i can update everything one by one..although i really feel like doing so..haha..yeah..lots of fun things happening..like my m'sia trip with ms..having a new haircut in johor..what else..class gathering..visit of my taiwanese fren to sg..a fren whom i haven't see for almost 5-6 yrs..oh yeah..'n offered a lift by a friendly neighbour whom i've nv seen him b4..but what shocked me is his position..his career i mean..haha..'n i think there are still lots of things which i wanna write but i guess i want to be juz simple 'n sweet right now..

anyway..i've really lots of things to do but sometimes i juz dunno where to start..'n as time goes by, i am getting more 'n more anxious..nervous...worry..excited..sadness....all kind of mixed feeling..i juz wanna treasure everyday from this moment onwards..yeah..i want to spend time equally for my family and friends b4 i am flying off to swiss..

as i clear my room, lots of memories juz popped out in my mind..and as u know, i am really a sentimental person..a person with full of emotions, too...i dunno why..but sometimes those memories juz make me wanna cry..whether they are sweet or bad memories...cos i missed those moments..yeah..how i wish time can stay..but i know tt it won't happen..

i know that i might face a bigger challenge ahead..but i'm trying to prepare myself for that..i still have lots of things to learn..'n i think i really need a change in attitude..okie..i've bad temper when handling some situations..i dun have much patience sometimes, too..argh..i think i juz have soo many things to be changed in myself..lol..k lar..should update till here first..will try to update everyday if possible =P