yest i slept at 3 am..packing my luggage, clearing my room cos my room is in such a mess...'n now it's 10 45am..i juz woke up not long ago, haven't brush my teeth also..lol..

my feeling today is a bit weird sia..yeah..a bit sad should i say that..i really can't bear to leave here..to leave all my friends and home here..yeah..my heart sank..feel damn heavy..

how i wish i can stop the time..how i wish everything can start all over again..yeah..i think it's all my fault that i should leave,too..'n my mum keep saying me about this..i'm really having regrets on lots of things..if only...if only...but it can never happened again..

nvm..being able to study again is a gd thing ba i supposed..i should be happie instead..i shall make my brain think tt way now..but i still feel sad lehz..how arh??

why i suddenly feel that time really flies very fast?? i can't stop it from running further..cos it keeps going..i think after tmr, i should really learn to be independent, be prepared to go to an environment that i'm nt familiar with..learning lots of new things..

argh..the more i write, the more i feel like crying sia..i think i should stop here first..go brush my teeth 'n again still have lots of things waiting for me to do..