I am listening to Fish Leong's 'si1 lu4' juz now..'n it reminds me of the day in PJ..yeah..the day we used to stayed in sch till very late, studying together..me 'n ms always sang tt song everytime we studied till very bored..yeah..really brings back a lot of memories..suddenly feel like going back to those days..seems like it is so far away..'n everybody is separated now..pursuing different things..I really miss those days..I am worried that my friends 'n I will be even further..scared that things will be different by the time I go back..I hope not..

I wanna go kbox..really..it has been so long since I last sing in kbox..last time when i was in sg, i always go there few times in a month..but now, never at all..I missed singing, missed going crazy with all my friends inside..haha...sometimes when I am alone in the room,I will juz sing 'n study..haha..dun dare to sing too loud though, scare later got ppl pass by my room 'n think tt there is a mad girl inside the room..lol..well, I am listening to songs now, that's why whenever I hear the songs I used to sing in Kbox, always remind me of those days in sg..

I think the feeling of missing someone or something is really terrible..thinking of the days I used to have, feeling like wanting to go back, but I can't do that now..it's like u want something but u can't have it..argh..I think when I go back, I'll cherish things around me a lot..

My mid term exam will be on next week..so I think I'm gonna spend the weekend studying ba..about the mid term service in One5 yesterday, I'll blog about it when I'm free again..

I really feel like going back sometimes, but I cannot do that..I have to persevere..if my attachment contract is really 6 mths, that means I can only go back nxt aug..'n I'll only have 1 mth before I come back to Swiss again..cos sch starts early Sept..I dun even know whether I'm going back to Sg or Indo..

Well, life here is good..getting used to it now..just that the feeling of being home is still better no matter what..