i have so much to blog about..yet there is no internet connection for the past 2 weeks..so i can only blog in my com without having them 'published' here..

yeah..so many things happened in these 2 weeks..yet i am tired now..or should i say lazy..haha..nvm..i will share my feeling with myself..is that enough?

i am glad..february is going to end soon..and march is coming..which means one more month nearer to the day i can go home..well, my life is filled with working and working now..seems no life at all...come home late, wake up early morning and go work again..and now, it seems that i am having a phobia towards weekend..lol..

after working, i seem to know myself better..yeah..in some aspects..

heard that there will be a new supervisor who is gg to work in my restaurant..'n nxt wk, there are 2 employees who take leave..that means days are going to be tougher next wk onwards..anw, did i tell u guys that i work alone on sunday? yeah..i am in charged of the whole restaurant..yesterday was the second time..although there isn't much problem..i can't cope sometimes when the crowd come together..'n when i met some customers who have lots of demand, it really test my patience..when it's busy, 'n customer occupied a lot of my time considering when they already call me to take order..again it test my patience.. lol..but of course i am learning to be calm..'n to satisfy their needs..

last sunday, on cny..when i called home to wish my parents happie cny, my tears flowed when i heard my mum telling me that my parents are waiting for my call..yeah..i feel so..far from them..i can't do anything except leading my own life here..take gd care of myself here..sometimes i wanna call them often..but i have to consider that the call fee is so damn ex..especially when my house has no telephone 'n i have to use hp to call them..yeah..but sometimes i couldn't care much lar..'n now its much harder to contact them cos my parents are in indo now..

do u know that the place that i work in is near the geneva airport? yeah..everytime i saw plane flying past, i imagine the scene..the day i can take the plane to go home..haha..it's still so far..but i am looking forward to it..

no life no life...lol...everytime i read my friends' blogs..i can feel that my life now is getting different from theirs..i missed those times..i hope i am not going to be the abandoned one? lol..i know u guys are still there for me right? =)