well, i came back quite early tonight..reached home at 9 30pm..apparently because the restaurant doesn't have lots of customers today..so closed early to save resources..

anyway, i was looking through some pics juz now..kinda miss the school life back in sg..miss the school..miss the people..basically miss everything..time really flies..didn't realise it was almost one year plus since i graduated from jc..pretty fast huh? i know i can't go back to that moment..that's why i can only miss the feeling right now..haha..how to say..i really enjoy schooling i realised..enjoy being young...

now everybody has taken different path..each has their own life to lead..it's getting harder to even spend time together yeah..

since most of my time now spent working..'n all my friends working at different places with different schedules..it's really quite hard to find time to go out together..

everytime go to work by myself, go home by myself..'n so i started to observe people..simple things that i used to take for granted..i mean, things that i never think that it is important to me before, seems to be so precious now..yeah..for example, every saturday when i see many parents bringing their kids to the shopping centre..makes me think of my childhood..when my parents brought me 'n my sis to the beach once a while on sunday..or juz to go out for a meal..finally i realised how xing4 fu2 i am..yeah..my parents don't like to eat fast food..but i still remembered they brought me 'n my sis when we were very young to mc'd to eat cos we like it..juz like other kids, we used to like to eat the hamburger, especially when we can get toys..lol..

okie..i always have a wish..think some of my friends know about it..that is ..the whole family can stay together in a house..yeah..cos since i was 11, we have been living separately ..like now, my daddy stays in indo, my mum 'n sis in sg 'n me in switzerland..so separated..i know it has been hard on my parents..they sacrifice a lot for me 'n my sis..i really appreciate it a lot..parents are the greatest yeah..hehe..mummy, if you are reading this,..i wanna tell you that i love you 'n daddy a lot..love effie also haha..basically love everybody in our family..i know that i used to be not a too good daughter lar..having bad temper, bad habit..but i'll change it okay..u'll see a different me when i go back i promise..

k lar..that's all..quite late liao..gotta sleep soon..tmr is off day..dunno whether will be called back to work or not..hopefully not..hehe..