hmm..lots of decisions have to be made in this week.really a lot..i know i am not good in making decision..sometimes i am really worried that i will regret about the choice that i've made..sometimes i really don't know what to do..but the matter is concerning me..so i am still the one who have to decide in the end..but i am still happy that i am given these chances..

jakarta is flooding now..flood plus traffic jam..plus blackout..can u imagine how bad the situation is now? many people can't go home..stuck on the road..the flood is so high i think people can swim liao lar..why this kinda thing happen? in china, the snow is like so bad lar..the plane also can't fly..people also stucked..what a natural disasters..i am really praying hard that there will be no more such disaster happening in the world lar..the people suffer...

okay..nothing much to blog about..my eyes are getting better liao..still don't dare to wear contact though..that's why don't want to meet people..feel so inferior..ugly..bleah..

what i can do now is waiting and waiting..and i don't like it..all my fault for being too draggy..i think i really getting to know myself better and better know..haha..crap..

P.S: I am really sorry for letting those people around me to worry for me..really sorry..i know i am just too indecisive..i always involve people around me in matters that concern me..i feel so bad..sometimes i really wonder when i will grow up..when i can be independent..feel so bad about that..hmm..