the day is finally here..

and silly me was crying like there is no end last night..haha..okay..i will really miss all my colleagues..and the people in the hotel..yah..was not planning to cry de lor..but i think i've been controlling it for too long lar..and i am affecting some of my colleagues too..okay now thinking back i think i'm really childish...but that's me lar..

was not working anymore today..and i am really not used to it..can u imagine that since 2nd of august, my life is filled only with work and work..spent most of my time working..and the rest, sleeping..yah..always in the hotel building..never even go out to see the sun lar..some people say i become thinner, fairer..haha..okay..

i really feel aimless now lar..no work anymore..like dunno what i shall do..no goal, no motivation..life here has come to an end..and there i am gonna start another life at another place..

time to move on..

and yah..i need to think on the bright side on some issue..i should say that i am already more fortunate than some of the girls here lar..hehe..at least there are some things that i've 'owned' before..even though everything is and should be over now..

k lar..that's all for now..will be leaving beijing on friday..and will be in sg next monday~~~so see u guys really soon ya..