okay ..felt a bit depressed recently lar..admit that i am stressed up by things happening lately..lots of works to do..projects..exam..reports..there are i dunno how many projects that need to be submitted in week 8..and now it's already the week 6..and there are lots of things to do for this week too!! Like econs test that worth 20%..internship report to be submitted this friday..and also 20% marketing presentation on the same friday..argh..it just seems never ending to me..and i kept worrying about other things at the same time too..

well, i don't know why when people feel unhappy, things explode at the same time too...so basically unhappiness + unhappiness = depression ..why can't it be at least like unhappiness + happiness = neutral

okay i can come up with a conclusion that is when people do feel stressed up, all other problems that are unseen like sand before now appear bigger like a rock..yah..maybe after main things are settled, other things will turn into sand again..haha..okay what is this weird logic man..

and i am a very stubborn person..yah..thinking that things that happened are all my faults..maybe i have bad time management..which is quite true..bad self discipline..which explains why i am blogging now..lol..and i am not that kind of person that won't seek for solution lar..so make things worse ( if anybody could get what i mean) ..

and well, blog is not a venting tools for me..so don't just believe 100% all i said here okay..

clueless.