feel very very depressed and terrible now
yesterday my right upper and bottom gum were swollen + ulcers
and went to dentist (no choice)
thinking they could help me
and this morning when i woke up
my left bottom gum swollen as well
feel really pain & terrible seriously
and i cannot even bite anything
tried to eat some veggies for lunch with porridge
but can't bite the veggie
so have to give up
eating only plain porridge with soy sauce
and for dinner
tried to go to staff canteen
mixing the rice with the soup
thinking it will be easier to chew
and NO
i can't even chew

means i can't use both sides of my mouth to bite/chew anything!!!!
and to add to it
i have sore throat as well (-.-)"'
damn depressed can
having little/no appetite at all these 3 days
and i've got fever at times as well
maybe because of the infection
(according to the dentist cos my body too heaty)

gum infection
and he even asked me to pluck my wisdom teeth
bear in mind
i only have 3 wisdom teeth & have kept it for dunno how many years
and never have any probs
not until now

anyway don't really trust the doc here lar
so if nd to do anything with my teeth i'll do it when i go back

so today i went to work
with my face that has obviously becomes much rounder
cos of the swollen gum
esp my right face
super super ugly lar arghhhhh

and worst thing
phyllis is nt here
she went back to hk last night
leaving me by myself here

seriously when we fall sick
we intend to be more emotional
like me
feeling pity for myself at times that i cried

and i went to hotel doctor to get some medicine
hopefully it works
although some ppl say it might works
some say it might not
and it was my first time to go there lar

one thing that makes me really touched
tetsuya asked me how i'll settle my dinner
and i told him that i tried to have rice + soup in staff canteen
and i can't bite
and he offered to acc me to a dimsum restaurant nearby
cos i told him earlier i wanna go there to have porridge
but it was raining outside
so there we went despite the rain
maybe u might feel that it's nth
but i feel really touched lar
cos everytime we went there
it's always with phyllis
cos we need more ppl to share the dim sum
cos it's a dim sum restaurant!!!
and we usually order a lot
but today he still acc-ing me there
even though he knows that i can eat only porridge
and we order the least food ever lol

really hope that i will be fine really soon
i seriously don't wanna see doc here
cos what they mean by doc here is hospital
and i don't like to go hospital!!!